By Mike Pearson
Pearson is a staff writer for the Division of Intercollegiate Athletics and author of ILLINI LEGENDS, LISTS & LORE (Third Edition).
It's been an eventful, albeit forgettable year for Americans everywhere, but the past 15 months have been doubly Earth-shaking for former Fighting Illini basketball star Meyers Leonard and his wife, Elle.
Since July of 2019 when he was traded from the NBA's Portland Trail Blazers to the Miami Heat … to 49 consecutive starting assignments … to a debilitating injury … to his controversial decision concerning the National Anthem at the NBA's "bubble" … to seeing his Heat advance all the way to the NBA Finals … (among numerous other events) … Leonard's world has kept revolving and evolving.
And along for the ride has been Meyers' bride of five years, Elle (pronounced EL-ee). They met each other through mutual acquaintances in the Fall of 2010, as freshmen on the University of Illinois campus. Then 18-year-old Elle Bielfeldt, a graduate of Peoria's Notre Dame High School, was, shall we say, skeptical about the Robinson High School basketball hot shot. A
hoops player herself, three times she had rejected his invitations to join him as his guest at the dining facility just a short walk from his Scott Hall dormitory. On a desperation fourth try, Elle finally relented, suggesting that she and Meyers hang out at the Ubben Practice Facility.
"This was perfect," Meyers thought. "I was poor as hell and I can shoot a basketball really well. Maybe I can impress her this time. I had no clue how competitive she was and that she could shoot a basketball."
He challenged her to a shooting contest, going first and converting a "pretty solid" 22 of 25.
"I'm thinking, there's no way she's going to come close to that," Meyers said. "She wound up making 23. I knew at that point that I had a pretty special gal on my hands. Then I think I won her heart a little bit when we talked afterwards about our hometowns, other interests, our friends … those kinds of things. I think she was able to see that I was a good guy with a good heart."
An "official" first date didn't come until July of 2011. Four years later, they were married.
Meyers became the 11th pick in the 2012 NBA Draft, being selected by the Portland Trail Blazers. The seven-foot center got nine starts in 69 games in his rookie season. Over the next six seasons, Leonard missed 56 games due to injury and illness, only rarely meeting the expectations he had set for himself. He remembers his fifth year—the 2016-17 season—being particularly miserable.
"I was dealing with depression and anxiety," he said. "It was a very, very difficult year. I was so distraught and in a bad place. There were ups and downs. Just pulling up to the arena, I got really bad anxiety. It was a negative place for me sometimes."
Elle wrote about her personal heartache it in a poignant story she titled "A Dry Goodbye." One passage capsulized what she had experienced during that stressful nine months.
"The 2016-17 season was the year that I slowly stopped attending games," she wrote. "I knew Meyers wasn't healthy. Sitting in that arena felt like absolute torture. Each opportunity seemed to be coupled with an injury or heartache. Each game, it was like I had a front-row season to watch my husband's paint on public display."
Ironically, Meyers' best game with Portland came in his very last game as a Blazer—May 20, 2019—scoring a career-best 30 points. The Moda Center crowd chanted his name.
"When you have seven years in a place, there's a lot of history and emotion," Elle said. "Basically, Meyers had experienced the worst of the worst and the highest of the highs with that final game. During that final game, I was crying tears of joy, hearing them chant his name, yet two years prior they were booing him and I couldn't go to games. We experienced complete polar opposites. You have to go through hard times to appreciate the good."
Two months later—July 6, 2019—Leonard and Jimmy Butler were traded to the Miami Heat in a four-team trade. It would turn out to be a positive event for the Leonards.
"When I got to Miami, I knew for sure that I could impact the game every night," Meyers said. "I was vastly improved and I was ready to make a real impact. Throughout training camp, I was really playing well. Spoe (Heat coach Erik Spoelstra) had seen Bam (Adebayo) and I play on the same team and, although we were both centers of sorts, he's so dynamic that it made sense that I could guard the five, take on the physical demand every night, and let Bam road on the defensive end. And on the other end, I spaced the floor and he played at the rim. It was like a perfect match."
Leonard started the first 49 games of the season, averaging six points and five rebounds per game in about 20 minutes of action. Game 49 saw him score 18 points and grab 14 rebounds. Midway through Game 50, his season came to a screeching halt.
"We're playing Philly at home," he recalled. "I landed on Joel Embiid's foot and tore basically everything there is to tear (in his left ankle), the worse of the worst. It would have been better for me to just fracture my leg. I've only seen the video of it once. I just know what it felt like.
It would be a long and grueling road to recovery.
"Because of COVID and the NBA shutdown, I wasn't actually allowed to get the treatment I needed," Meyers said. "So I did everything in my power to do everything at my house in Miami, but unfortunately it wasn't enough. Then the NBA announced we were going into the 'bubble' and that we were going to resume the season. So when I got to the bubble, I thought that I was OK … but I was far from OK. I loved my starting job so much and I just didn't want to say anything to anybody."
Then came a call from the head coach.
"Spoe said he wanted to sit down with me," Meyers remembered. "He said 'I need to let you know that I don't think you're fully healthy right now. You really need to have grace during this time because of the injury that you had. Just keep working with our staff and keep getting healthy. But you're going to be out of the starting lineup and we'll figure out the rotation later.'
"I totally understood. That was really, really difficult. The three things that were hardest in the bubble were having that conversation with Spoe. Second was being away from Elle and our dog Koko. It was hard. I'd never been away from my wife for that long. I count on her and our relationship and just being a normal human being. I didn't have that. I just kept going back to the same (hotel) room every day, knowing I was still not healthy and knowing that I wasn't going to play. Lastly, of course, was the Anthem."
SOCIAL JUSTICE IN THE BUBBLE
Conversations in the Disney "bubble" was so much more than just basketball.
Meyers and his Miami Heat teammates were but one of the 22 teams who had been shuttled to three hotel complexes inside Walt Disney World in early July of 2020. Not only had the players been dealing with the COVID-19 pandemic the previous four months, they had witnessed tremendous social unrest due to the unnecessarily brutal deaths of African-Americans Breonna Taylor, George Floyd and others at the hands of police officers. The Black Lives Matter movement dominated the news, especially for the roughly 80 percent of the players who were either black or of a mixed race.
Said LeBron James to a reporter, "When you're black, it's not a movement. It's a lifestyle, a walk of life."
Boldly emblazoned on the three playing courts were the words BLACK LIVES MATTER. Numerous other phrases were featured on the players uniforms. The athletes and coaches were expected to gather around the center circle and take a knee.
Everyone wondered what Leonard, the 28-year-old seven-footer from Robinson, Ill.—a white man—would do.
"I spoke with Elle first and told her 'This is what I think I'm going to do', and that I was probably going to stand," Meyers said. "I knew there would be backlash towards me, no matter what, and that she may be roped into some of that as well. After Elle, I talked to my brother, Bailey."
Leonard's older brother by 22 months is a U.S. Marine who served in Afghanistan. He's been in service since August of 2008.
"I wanted to know how he felt," Meyers remembered. "He said, 'Meyers, it's not like I'm going to disown you if decide to do what everyone else is doing, but, based on my service to this country and our feelings to the flag and to the anthem, I feel that it's right for you to stand. And then I had some other conversations with other members of the military. Let's just say that they are some of the baddest men to ever walk this planet, including Navy Seal Team Six operators who have been on some very classified missions and such."
Next, Leonard had conversation with his teammates.
"I sat down with Udonis Haslem and had a very open conversation with him. He's a very, very mature individual, and he was very understanding. Coming from a guy who'd been with the Miami Heat for 17 straight years, who's African-American, and who has the utmost respect of anyone around the entire NBA, knowing that I had his support was big. Then I went to Jimmy (Butler) and he felt the same way. Basically, he said that if you don't stand for something, you stand for nothing. You have to do what you feel is right. We've got your back.
"I also talked to Spoe, to the entire team, and I spoke to (Heat president) Pat Riley. They said, 'Meyers, we know your heart. No doubt about it, we know who you are. If we didn't, we could have seen it coming a mile away.' That meant a helluva lot to me. Some of my former teammates (with Portland) told me that you have to be ready for what could come if you stand.
"I explained to the media that you can be both. I can—100 per cent—feel a certain way every time I hear that song and every time I see that flag," Leonard continued. "I have vivid memories of my brother being in Afghanistan twice and sitting with these incredibly high-level operators and hearing some of the painful stories that they had shared with me. Talking about that, right now, the hair on my arms is standing up. For me, personally, my main initiative off the floor is giving back to the military. There comes a certain real-life emotion and real-life experience that are tied to that.
"At the same time, ever since I was a sophomore in high school, I have been around African-American culture. Though I come from a blue-collar, primarily white community, I can relate because of my basketball experience on the AAU circuit and then at the University of Illinois and, of course, around the NBA. I have heard stories that were difficult to listen to, but that I needed to hear. They can relate to George Floyd and Breonna Taylor. That is their real-life experience and real-life emotion. I know, in my head, how difficult of a situation this was for me. But, in my heart, I knew that I needed to stand. It was a very, very, very difficult three-to-four days. I was sleeping two-to-three hours per night because I was so conflicted in this decision. Ultimately, I did what my heart told me to do, and that was to stand. My teammates supported me and so did many on social media. But there were also people who didn't support that decision. But I'm okay with that because I know the man that I am and I know where my heart is."
A few hours before the game, Bailey texted Meyers: "Stay true to you. Stay the course. I love you. Your family loves you. Your community loves you."
As the Anthem began, Meyers stood tall, wearing a dark shirt that displayed the words BLACK LIVES MATTER. placing his right hand over his heart.
At the end of the song, Haslem tapped fists with his teammate.
Said Haslem to reporters, "His being out there with us, as our brother, it's still showing strength, it's still showing unity, it's still showing that we're coming together for a common cause. People will question, 'Why isn't he doing it their way?' Well, he's standing by us. He's supporting us. He's with us."
The Heat eventually advanced to the NBA Finals, battling past the Pacers (4-0), Bucks (4-1) and the Celtics (4-2). And though Miami lost the championship to the Lakers (4-2), under the extreme circumstances it had to be considered a successful season.
WE'RE JUST NORMAL PEOPLE
Meyers and Elle Leonard have an amazingly open relationship with NBA fans. They frequently share social media posts, including Elle's basketball trick shots.
"Elle and I are just normal people," Leonard said. "We just want to be relatable to people in an unrelatable world, so to speak. Are there luxuries to be able to play in the NBA? Sure. It would be a lie to say that there aren't. But we also just try to normalize ourselves because we're just normal people. It's important to us for people to feel comfortable enough to reach out to us and also for us to share our lives. Being open to people is just who we are. We have no shame in who we are. We feel we can relate and that people can relate to us. It's that we know that we can impact lives. That's the main thing. There are two things that I won't ever let anyone question about me and that's my character and my work ethic. Off the floor, it's only about impacting people in a positive way. That's it."
Last April, Meyers raised $170,000 during the month of April by streaming himself playing video games online, donating the money to such causes as Feeding South Florida. He and Elle also have donated thousands of dollars to a fund that helps pay the fees Floridians leaving jails or prisons must settle before they can have their voting rights restored.
Many of the Leonards' off-court hours are devoted to their business: Level Protein Bars. It all began during their fifth season in Portland.
"I was feeling really bad," Meyers said. "I didn't know why, but much of it had to do with my diet and what I was putting in my body. I've always been lean and able to eat whatever I wanted. We met our good buddy now—Dr. Philip Goglia—who has his doctorate from Duke in nutrition. He told me to eliminate gluten, dairy and processed sugars. I cleaned up my diet, I was feeling better, sleeping better, recovering better, and performing better. However, the snacks that I was bringing home from the facility were protein bars weren't the best.
"Elle was like 'Meyers, you can't eat this one, there's dairy in this. There's gluten in this one.' Then I went on this 10-plus-day road trip and Elle went work in the kitchen. She took it as a challenge."
Elle, though a self-described non-cook, appointed herself to create a protein bar that both met her husband's dietary restrictions and his high-level taste restrictions.
"So, I get back from the road trip and I saw some things she had made and had left on the counter," Meyers said. "Elle said, 'Just try it for me' She had looked at the ingredients list from other mainstream bars and figured out how to throw a bar together."
"Some other bars met his dietary requirements, but he didn't like them because of taste," she said. "I knew that I could make a bar, but the hardest thing was to make sure that its flavor met his standards. So, I got all of the base ingredients and began mixing them up in the bowl, determining the right ratio to make it form. I knew the proteins to include, I knew the ingredients-ish. Also, I knew a little bit of the macro-profile I wanted. I knew that Meyers' downfall was caramel."
Elle figured out a way to make coconut taste like caramel. Meyers began sharing Elle's bars with his friends.
"We knew we were on to something," she continued. "People kept asking to order from us. Honestly, I could not keep up with the consumption. I was very hesitant because I didn't know what it took to make them shelf stable or the testing needed to get FDA approval. In Portland, there was a food innovation center downtown. There you could work with a food scientist in the kitchen and learn about it yourself. I believe in sweat equity. You have to put in your time. I just wanted to know my product backwards and forwards. I wanted to know my recipe, I wanted to know the why. We were fortunate to learn and work with a food scientist.
"Finding manufacturers is one of the hardest things in starting a protein bar company. Their minimums are extreme and their availability is scarce," Elle said. "We went through development for 18 months. Once of the manufacturers backed out after six months of working together. One email set us back six months. As a new business, you just have to roll with the punches."
When the Leonards launched their product in October of 2019, it was a smashing success.
"We did a presale and we sold out our entire production run in a day," Elle said.
Since then, Elle said the business is "like you're on a spinning ride at the carnival."
Now, she says, they have their grounding.
"This year, we're hoping to get on other digital platforms such as Walmart and Amazon … which is HUGE! We're also considering some smaller retailers. I'm extremely excited for 2021."
And while he awaits his next professional stop, Meyers also intends to keep a close eye on his alma mater's team.
"I personally think the Illini have an excellent shot to make an Elite Eight/Final Four jump," he said. "This is a championship-caliber team. The combination of proven players like Ayo (Dosunmu) and Kofi (Cockburn) and the young guns who are coming in this year makes this team incredibly talented. You get a sense about a team, even prior to a season This feels like a year when the Fighting Illini can really make a deep tournament run."
MEYERS AND ELLE LEONARDS' SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORMS:
Twitter: @meyersleonard, @elleleonard and @levelfoods
Instagram: meyersleonard and elleleonard
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